I am a Gift to Blogging... or so I thought.

When I started this blog, I felt I would be the next sensation to hit the blogging world. 

I thought, shit, I have so many awesome ideas running through my head at all times. 

Who wouldn't want to hear all the things I come up with?! 

I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. 

Maintaining a blog is one of the most challenging experiences I have had. 

Everyday I mull it over. Everyday I think, "Oh, I could blog about that later." 

But then a few hours later, the concept doesn't even seem that exciting anymore. 

And who the hell wants to read a boring blog?

Most of the things I WANT to write about are personal. 

Too personal for the internet. 

Or very political. And while I have NO problem writing political posts, 

I like to make 100% sure I have researched and feel very comfortable on the topic before posting my opinions all out for everyone to tear apart.

Or they're about missing my brother. 

I find myself googling 

-"Ways to make your blog successful." - which only leads to marketing ideas and ways to get advertisements on your blog to make you money

-"How to get over writers block" - which all leads to weird ass ideas like "give us your favorite childhood movie star." 

-"How to punch writers block in the face." - which only gave me tips on how to write novels/books. Not so much help with the blogging world. 

And I am stalled out again. 

So I am writing a post about my writers block and how I feel my gift to the blogging world is slowly puttering out. How sad. 

Now this post too has hit a brick wall.
WAH!